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sodamnlost posted 9/23/2013 22:24 PM

I had a whopper of a trigger today. WH asked what happened and I know damn well he won't understand or see reality. So - I wouldn't share it. I realized just how much time I have wasted explaining triggers to him when he clearly didnt "get it". Just feeling sad for me. Tired of carrying the weight. Just plain tired. Despite seeing WICKED intense healing on my part lately, just feeling so raw. The insanely painful 4 hour tattoo I had done before the trigger hit probably didnt help.

Sorceress posted 9/24/2013 05:14 AM

They rarely do seem to understand why you feel as you do, or they downplay the shit out of it.

Did you tell your WS why? What was their reaction?

sodamnlost posted 9/24/2013 07:17 AM

Did you tell your WS why? What was their reaction?

Yes I did tell him why. Of course on the planet he lives on he swears he could understand and help me through it. Says the guy who can't look at who he is to save his life. It's just so sad when they KNOW what needs to be done but refuse to budge because it's icky feelings inside they have to pick up. Knowing this will be over in 7 weeks is something I am trying to make a positive for me. Just gotta focus...

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