I sent WH a text to see how his day is going. He is on a new schedule and is off Thurs, Fri & Sat. It makes me crazy that he is off and I'm at work. He doesn't usually call or text me when I am at work...he always claims he's busy running errands. His "errands" used to be going to see the AP...so i am naturally uncomfortable when he says he's running errands. Brings back memories... Anyways..i sent him a text and instead of replying he calls me. I answer...and ask how he is. His tone is harsh...he sounded annoyed. I instantly knew that he felt like I was checking in on him and not trying to be genuinely concerned about his well being..
I feel like our relationship is doomed...we can't even communicate! HE gets defensive...and makes me feel like crap! We have a MC appointment tonight...I'm not looking forward to going.
I don't even look forward to going home anymore to be with him. How freakin' sad is that? Anyone else feel this way?