I am so sorry for your pain.
I recommend you start reading the Healing Library in the upper left corner. There is a lot of info there that may help you.
None of us want to be here, but there are many people on this forum that can be very helpful and supportive.
I am sorry you are here.
You must take care of yourself, that is imperative!
Post here to vent and know that we all care!
[This message edited by Gajit at 10:16 AM, September 30th (Monday)]