Sorry you're dealing with this ((clueless)) I know what you mean about feeling antsy about making a decision. I don't have great advice on that, other than try to remind yourself you really can take as long as you need to make a decision. This may sound weird, but, remember to drink plenty of fluids and if eating is too difficult try ensure or smoothies. I found therapy a wonderful tool in my experience and highly recommend it to anyone going through this. Also, if you need to see an md about sleep, anxiety or depression you surely wouldn't be the first person in this position who needed to. Sorry if all that seems weird or disjointed, it's easy to forget what resources we may have available in times of stress and sadness though and very easy to overlook self care. Take care of you and try to watch his actions to help make any decisions. Wishing you the best.
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