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12866 (original poster new member #40716) posted at 2:53 AM on Tuesday, October 1st, 2013
It's been 4 months and I feel like it's been 4 days. I'm on my rollercoater again and I want to get off. I find myself calling my H several times before he even calls me back. I can't stop. I want to stop being overbearing cause I feel I'm going to lose him. Why am I this way? Is anyone else like this?
PrincessPeach06 ( member #39588) posted at 3:14 AM on Tuesday, October 1st, 2013
Yes I can be. I started reading codependent no more and it's helping me tons!
Me (BS): 36
Him aka narcissistic psychopath (WS): 36
Married 17 years 6 kids ages 16-7
DDay #1 (EA) July '08
DDay #2 (EA/ONS- different OW) May 15, 2013
Finally this is R 8/14/13
Filed for divorce 5/8/15
cardnial ( member #40382) posted at 3:41 AM on Tuesday, October 1st, 2013
yes, I did the same thing, calling him all the time till he came back to me. I just wanted the pain to stop and I knew it would if he came back to me. That was 20 years of that mental co/ dependent crap. He left me in the end anyways, sometimes I still want to call him but I don't. He is gone and I am healing, slowly and not without pain but I am going to be ok. prayers and hugs to you, don't beat yourself up. follow your heart.
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