So WS has done everything, said everything, with a few bumps...he's been very transparent, happier. We both still have our bad days, but they have more to do with job schedules and FOO issues, I believe.
I really want to let go of this anxiety and go back to trusting him. I don't want to feel the need to verify everything, wonder if he's going to come through the door and just say "it's not working, I'm done" or even worse "I saw OW again, and I just miss her"...I have no proof, and no real reason to think this might happen...just a nagging anxiety always waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I'm just really sad and really tired and really mourning the na´ve life I had before all this. While I don't want the :marriage: we had before, I certainly crave the illusion of control and idea of marriage I had.
Just having a bad day, I guess and wanted to know if others felt this way 10 mths out of DDay?