Today marks one year since dday, I'm happy to say I haven't been triggering like crazy or anything and compared to this day last year it's been an okay day.
WH and I had long conversation yesterday that had me in tears. I told him I still have no confidence in the fact he won't have another A. I also brought up him reading the 'damn' books and my hope for what him reading them would do.
All in all I'm happy to report I'm not curled in the fetal position balling my eyes out like I was at this time last year. For that I owe so many thanks to SI and all it's wonderful members, you guys have been a lifesaver.
Still working on finding my spark for life again, but today I have faith that I will get there.