Broken crayons still color.
What makes you committed now? The fact that your BS is most likely "done", or the fact you really
realize just how screwed up you are?
See, alot of us go into damage control mode. We messed up the pretty little life we had and we just want things to "get back to normal". Never gonna happen.
What are you doing to prevent this from ever happening again? What are you doing to really change?
"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne