I am waiting for a timeline. I know he has started it and I am fairly certain he has started out telling the truth because he originally told me they first met in Jan and the beginning of it starts in Oct of last year. So.... I started looking through phone records, which I was going to do before I found the timeline.
Should I just keep my mouth shut and wait to see if he is honest in the timeline? His account of the end of their communication is off by about a week. Do I keep myself from getting bogged down in this and just wait for the timeline or should I ask him? He already knows I have been going through the phone records tonight.
I can't ever know if he is for sure being honest. All I can do is pray that he is. I do think he wants us and our family. I really do. I think he is hurting because he hurt me but I have turned the furious corner and even thinking about this stuff turns me R.E.D. I don't believe anything he says, even if I "think" it is truthful.
I am a tad rambley. I am sorry.