I just want him to take me out on a date. Like he dated all those OW. I get the feeling I annoy him and he doesn't like me all that much. Everything I say he gets upset and annoyed.
I feel like he's a stranger in my world and not my soul mate. Like he has all these walls and made lies out of our lives for 3 years.
...guess I'm feeling blue today...
I think you should get a date to beat all dates. Have you suggested this?
I have thought that I really didn't know my H and in some ways I didn't; I didn't know what darkness he was hiding deep inside. But the thing is, he didn't either. I think in some ways I understood him better than he understood himself. He hid from himself more than anything.
So now the man I live with is this wonderful new version of the man I married. Better in every way. And I'm starting to believe it will last.
Hope your day gets better.
You are not alone. I am not alone.
I too feel like I live with a stranger who just doesn't like me most of the time and yet claims this huge love for me. WTF...personally I am done feeling blue, I am feeling strong today! I am taking me back and if he doesn't like it he knows where the door is!
Good luck and (((hugs))) to you!
[This message edited by emotionalgirl at 12:50 PM, October 14th (Monday)]
It just makes me sad. He had excitement with those other women. Now, he yells at me in the grocery store. I'm sure there was a lot of flirting when he was at 7-11 drinking, buying condoms and booze with those OW. It literally tears my heart to shreds.
[This message edited by libertyrocks at 1:06 PM, October 14th (Monday)]
Back to the point... Deep down, in some weird way, I feel like I am living with a stranger that I share 28 years of history with. It is the weirdest feeling! In so many ways I know him SO well and in other ways, I find myself thinking "Who IS this person?!"