I printed out the note on how it feels to be cheated on and gave it to my wife. Because see she expects me to just forget about it. Oh i'm supposed to forget that at 38 years old i find out i am going to be disabled for the rest of my life. i'm an athlete a construction worker. basically i was superman.
So after my son is 6 years old she decides to tell me she dosen't love me the same and leaves for me my son her animals.
I don't know how i got thru those 2 years alone, God was there.
Then she came running back after he threatened to kill her and cut off her bosses fingers. yea he was a nice guy.
So she cried and asked me to protect her. And I took her back for my son. Which now i think was a mistake. but i can't make it on my disability check alone.
So it's been a while and she says i've been mean, well i looked into this site and found out why.
When she came back alot of promises were made. and not kept.
So i showed her that article on how much it hurts to be cheated on and how much the spouse needs to be the one to help out.
Well it backfired, it was all about how much i hurt her with that article and that I won't just forgive and forget.
Do you know that the guy she had the affair with was 5 years ago and he had more sex with my wife then i have in 10 years!
I don't want sex but a hug would be nice. I don't think we have touched in years.
I guess i'm getting old because i stayed in denial, but all we are are roomates. she writes the occasional love letter which means nothing to me, because i got one of those just before her affair.
There is no purpose to this post. just that i am so depressed, i feel sick. I knew she was selfish but this is beyond.
i need friends I need help.