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whiteflower99 posted 10/15/2013 18:01 PM

Dear Jackass,
Thank you.
Thank you for being such a selfish conceited ass. You get to ride off into the blue free as a fucking bird, and *I* get to pick up the shattered pieces of our childrens' lives. You are an uimitigated bastard.
You have left me to care for our kids two of whom can now be classified as "troubled" because of YPUR actions alone.
You abandoned me to deal with my mother's illness alone. You used OUR money to repair YOUR credit and leave me with less than 5,000 for my trouble.
After 18 years invested in OUR plans I have nothing but to show for it.

Well you know what? I going to be fine.
Fuck you, you pretentious dick.
You can find a cheap imitation. But it won't be me. You can get some vapid vacant eyed cupcake to spread her legs for you, but it won't be me.
I am sorry for you. You have no idea what you have thrown away nor what your stupidity has cost you.
One day you may figure that out. One day, you may look around and realize that the best thing you ever had wasn't cheap, wasn't easy, but was worth the fight you walked away from. One day you may look up and see your face in the mirror and recognize that you yourself were the sole architect of your destruction.
I was willing to fight for our family. I will fight anyone or anything for my family. Except you. I won't fight you for us because that is YOUR fight, not mine.

[This message edited by whiteflower99 at 6:02 PM, October 15th (Tuesday)]

jo2love posted 10/15/2013 18:11 PM

(((whiteflower)))

welcome14 posted 10/15/2013 18:34 PM

Awesomely worded, epic rant. How wonderfully well worded that was. You really hit the nail on the head when you said that he is the architect of his own destruction. Very well said. Continue being the wonderful mother you are, and prayers and strength to you on your journey to save your children from his mindless destruction. He will never be able to rise above the needs of his dick to realize what a prize he threw away without conscious decision. ((hugs))

[This message edited by welcome14 at 6:36 PM, October 15th (Tuesday)]

whiteflower99 posted 10/15/2013 18:44 PM

I just don't get (and apparently never will) why he wouldn't fight for me when he says how much he loves(ed) me.
I am not strong today.

Eyeofthetiger posted 10/15/2013 20:19 PM

(((Whiteflower)))

This was amazing. I could of written 99% of that myself, although it wouldn't have sounded that eloquent.

I am pretty sure there is something in the air today. Kids are resilient. They will feed off of you. I try and tell myself that every morning. My kids need me and yours need you! You know the problem behind whatever it is they are throwing at you or the world. That is always the biggest hurdle ( knowing the problem).

Here is to hoping tomorrow is better. (Cheers with a glass if wine in hand)

nowiknow23 posted 10/15/2013 20:29 PM

((((whiteflower)))) Sending you strength and comfort, honey.