It's been difficult for me not being able to come here. This place makes me feel that I belong and without being able to read and post I have felt alone. The nights wh works are especially hard. I am keeping myself busy...gotta love laundry lol. But for the most part I just want to curl up in bed and not move. I'm at my brothers now checking emails.
A lot of things have happened. Good things. New car...kids doing well.
While things have been ok I really wish I could get back here. I could use the support. Even though I know I annoyed many (especially posting on the spider threads...lol...got some great shots I would love to post lol). This place has been such a great support for me that not having it is scary. I miss this place.