Hi all..me again.
Just a quick note.
I think the "honeymoon" is over.
Things have been weird, and today I pushed it a little.
I told him I knew he wasn't telling me everything about how he feels, because he is afraid to upset me and is feeling so bad that he hurt me.
I told him we are not done talking about our issues. I also said that his convenient "reason" does not sit well with me...because it technically places a lot of the blame on me.
Crap.
Im at work, the phone cal lwas supposed to be just a "hi honey I love you" and it turned into that.
He did not disagree. Yup. He was mad at a few things that have been said over the past two months, but was afraid to say anything because he didn't feel he had a leg to stand on.
He says that he knows I would just respond with,
"Yah but you cheated".
Well. Hm.
Now what.
Phone call ended stiff and formal and "see you at home".
No "Ill text" etc etc.
I think he is afraid to say it, but he is sick of dealing with this. Or, I am beginiing to think that he is going to really try to justify what he did.
Wow. I knew something was off.
Here we go...
everybody arms up and 'AAAAAAAAAAAAH" roller coaster.
Just call me Wonder
If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice.
The axe "forgets"- the tree remembers.
Divorced and super good with tha
2 DS- 15 and 16
DDay 1- 07-24-2013
DDay 2- June something or other 2017