So after a couple of years of shitty relationships and not putting my needs first I decided to work on myself. I spent lots of time thinking about what I wanted out of life and how I needed to get there.
Then, wham, someone fell into it. I've never been so compatible with a person before. My heart and gut are telling me that this guy is the one, but there is that little bit that is so scared still of getting hurt.
He is everything I want in a partner and more. He is a good man with a good heart. We've talked about marriage and kids and the future and we agree on it all. I'm afraid it's all too good to be true. But only a little bit.
We have had disagreements and came out ok. We talk each other to sleep at night and never seem to run out of things to say. Silences are comfortable, not awkward.
Have I finally healed and moved on? Have I met the right person to move on with? I know that only I can answer these questions, and I think I have with a resounding yes. It is so exciting and terrifying all at once. Giving someone the power to destroy me all over again. But I really don't think that he will do that.