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suposd2btheonly1 (original poster member #40753) posted at 10:06 PM on Thursday, October 17th, 2013
I have severe depression and severe anxiety. Fucking lovely. I'm now on a 3 pill daily cocktail thanks to the choices of my WH.
I'm not feeling too wonderful right now 
Me: BW 31
Him: WH 30
OW: 22yo whore who is still planning her wedding
Married 3yrs, together 5
4 kids, all boys 14, 11, 4 and 8mos...I hope like hell they don't hurt someone the way he hurt their mama
Dday: August 9, 2013
S, until his head
unfound ( member #12802) posted at 10:09 PM on Thursday, October 17th, 2013
I'm so sorry suposd2be .
I hope the meds help even things out soon.
ka-mai
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jo2love ( member #31528) posted at 10:12 PM on Thursday, October 17th, 2013
(((suposd2btheonly1)))
I'm sorry. I'm glad you sought out help. I was on meds for both of them, too. They made a huge difference. Please remember you won't be on them forever. Sending you strength and hope for better days.
suposd2btheonly1 (original poster member #40753) posted at 10:21 PM on Thursday, October 17th, 2013
Thank you! I hope they help.
Its pretty sad when your doctor says "Oh my! You really need help" before he even starts totalling things up.
I feel like shit
Me: BW 31
Him: WH 30
OW: 22yo whore who is still planning her wedding
Married 3yrs, together 5
4 kids, all boys 14, 11, 4 and 8mos...I hope like hell they don't hurt someone the way he hurt their mama
Dday: August 9, 2013
S, until his head
jo2love ( member #31528) posted at 10:25 PM on Thursday, October 17th, 2013
It's ok to need help. He may have meant ,"Whoa. She has been and is still going through a lot. I wish she had come to see me sooner. I need to help her." Infidelity is similiar in some ways to having someone we love pass away. The grief can be horrific. Go easy on yourself. We are here for you.
Truly ( member #40715) posted at 10:33 PM on Thursday, October 17th, 2013
Well done for going out there and seeking the help. It's not an easy thing to do but you did it for yourself. This will help you be even stronger for the next steps on your incredible journey.
And with the whole of SI to help as well!
There are dark shadows on the earth, but its lights are stronger in the contrast.
Charles Dickens
suposd2btheonly1 (original poster member #40753) posted at 10:36 PM on Thursday, October 17th, 2013
That's possible too. He's a very sympathetic man. Our whole family goes to his and his wifes clinic. The kids have been seeing his wife for years. When I went in for my std screening he was beyond shocked about the situation. I've always accompanied my WH to his visits bc he's has a seizure disorder and he's always seen us as the happy couple. It was pretty embarassing to ask for the std screening.
Oh well life goes on I guess. Hopefully I start to feel better and am better able to manage through this.
Me: BW 31
Him: WH 30
OW: 22yo whore who is still planning her wedding
Married 3yrs, together 5
4 kids, all boys 14, 11, 4 and 8mos...I hope like hell they don't hurt someone the way he hurt their mama
Dday: August 9, 2013
S, until his head
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