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Marathonwaseasy posted 10/18/2013 01:17 AM

5 weeks post dday. No time
I suddenly don't waken and get kicked with remembering as if it was the first time. I just feel bone crushingly sad
He is remorseful. He is trying to get his shit together. NC was immediate. TT was limited. The fog has gone. He is more committed to me than ever and being the man he once was for the first time since his breakdown in 2006.
I know this is just likely to be another stage. Necessary in my healing
But it is overwhelming. I don't want to do anything at all.

AFrayedKnot posted 10/18/2013 05:12 AM

(((Marathonwaseasy)))

OldCow18 posted 10/18/2013 08:44 AM

I went through that earlier on also, I was terrified I was sinking into a depression I would never emerge from. Like, I wanted to pull the shades and stay in bed all day every day and could not muster the motivation to do anything at all. For me it was just another phase. I hope you feel better soon.

Drowninginitall posted 10/18/2013 10:35 AM

Hugs. I'm sorry. I know the overwhelming pain.

Skan posted 10/18/2013 12:12 PM

Yeah, I called it the Lethal Plain of Flatness. It's a totally grey place. Eventually, you will get yourself out of it, but it will come and go for some time. (((hugs)))

jo2love posted 10/18/2013 16:25 PM

(((Marathonwaseasy)))