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brokendancer7 posted 10/18/2013 15:56 PM

(I stole the title from a Sondheim song)

We live in the house where I grew up. My father wanted to downsize after my mom died, so we bought it. The other night, in a "tender moment", FWH was talking about how much he loves our house, even more so because our sweet little wedding was here. All of a sudden, the roller coaster plunged me down when I realized that during his A, he f#cked the skanky whore OW on the living room floor in virtually the same spot where we said our vows 33 years ago. I have felt sick ever since. I would say, "How could he do that?", but we have all said that a thousand times and there isn't a good answer.

blakesteele posted 10/18/2013 16:01 PM

I am sorry to hear something so personal was so easily given away by your husband during his affair.

This freely giving away is some of the hardest things to reconcile in a BS mind. I have forgiven my wife and yet I still have emotions like that which you speak of here.

I see the pain in your post. You are a SI member whom I have chosen to follow closely...I relate to your pain so clearly.


Peace be with you.

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