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Dark Inertia (original poster member #30727) posted at 3:46 AM on Wednesday, October 23rd, 2013
Just dread the holidays sometimes? I get sooo bogged down with gifts, money, parties, work, driving out of state, food, etc. I want to enjoy the winter season (my favorite time of year) but I end up just completely stressed. Now Oct is flying by, and we have to start planning for gifts and such. This year has gone by so fast.
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fireproof ( member #36126) posted at 4:04 AM on Wednesday, October 23rd, 2013
I used to love the holidays but after my divorce the thought of sending out cards made me
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I have found gift cards to restaurants, amazon, or the same general gift to multiple people helps me.
Enjoyment is key and whatever you need to do that is the Christmas spirit!
miadianna ( member #10516) posted at 4:14 AM on Wednesday, October 23rd, 2013
I think it depends on what stage of your life you are in and your obligations. My kids are now grown and nobody in my family exchanges gifts, we just get together at my brother's house on Christmas Day. I'm alone on Christmas Eve and love it. That's all I have to do for Christmas now. I don't go to parties, don't send cards anymore, don't have to buy gifts for anyone, so after divorce and raising my children I can just enjoy the season. I really enjoy just seeing my family and spending the whole day with them and that's our holiday.
It's very spontaneous and kind of fun now. We might go ice skating or take the train downtown to see the Christmas lights. Every year is different.
Hugs to you, I remember how stressful it used to be. It's no fun like that. Do you have to do everything? Are there some things you can say "no" to? You don't have to be everything to everyone. I've had to learn how to say "no" when overwhelmed.
Me: BS 60Son: 34years oldDaughter: 32 years old Divorced 4/10/08XH passed away 6/24/16
Sad in AZ ( member #24239) posted at 2:28 PM on Wednesday, October 23rd, 2013
Something that a lot of people forget is that they are adults and get to make their own rules--and fun. Just as in other areas of this board, it stops when you say it stops.
My suggestion (and please take this as nicely as possible, not the way it sounds
) is: Grow a pair. Do what YOU want for the holidays. Of course, honoring others and doing good deeds will also make you feel good, so I'm not telling to discount the feelings of others. Honor the traditions that make you feel good, don't do what makes you frazzled and start some new traditions. It's good for the soul.
You are important and you matter. Your feelings matter. Your voice matters. Your story matters. Your life matters. Always.
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D-day: 2007 (two years before finding SI)
S: 6/2010; D: 3/2011
lynnm1947 ( member #15300) posted at 3:31 PM on Wednesday, October 23rd, 2013
It also helps if you buy gifts throughout the year instead of concentrating your buying in the couple of months (weeks?) before Christmas. When my kids were young, my daughter used to say, "Mum starts buying for Christmas on Boxing Day (the day after Christmas here in Canada)." Of course, buying so early, I'd often forget what I'd bought, so the kids ended up getting many more gifts than they should have--or I'd be cleaning a closet in June and discover the gift I should have given my son for the Christmas before!
Old habits die hard, though, and I still shop early. Then I make a point of going to the mall on Christmas Eve, just to look around--happy as a clam to not be rushing to buy.
DS, if you are reading this, I have bought the cutest Hello, Kitty necklace and earrings for GD5!
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simplydevastated ( member #25001) posted at 3:40 PM on Wednesday, October 23rd, 2013
I love the holiday's. When I was working I would shop throughout the year and be finished and wrapped by September. This way I get the pick of what's out there and sales are still good. There's no crazy lines and I can relax during the season. The only thing I ended up stressing about is stocking stuffers. That's it. Once I'm back to work I plan on going back to doing things this way.
Me - BS, 40 (I'm not old...I'm vintage)
Two Wonderful children - DS11, DD8
Getting my ducks in a row for divorce... finally (4+ D-Days too many - listed in profile.)
GraceisGood ( member #17686) posted at 4:19 PM on Wednesday, October 23rd, 2013
I have slowly lowered the bar about the holidays over the years (and D-day kind of speeded up that drop too)and I find that this year I am looking forward to it because there are very few "requirements".
Getting rid of the requirements has created freedom to do what we want, how and when we want, and taken away the guilt and pressure if I am unable to meet all the expectations. I already failed as far as everyone else is concerned, no one to disappoint anymore, can only go up right?
But we each must find what works for us. I did not "drop the ball" purposefully, it kind of happened slowly but I am grateful it did even though it was really hard for a few years to live with the reality of what I could really do vs the expectations I had for myself as well as those others had of me.
May we all find our joy this season in whatever fashion that ends up being.
Grace
We have a tendency to think the love offered us is a reflection of our worth and value.But in actuality,it's a reflection of the person that is giving it.We love out of who WE are-not because of who the receiver is.At least in terms of real love.TSMF
purplejacket4 ( member #34262) posted at 5:06 PM on Wednesday, October 23rd, 2013
I would just like to be able to put up some damn decorations without having to worry that my 90 lb lab will destroy them.
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Her: FWS 53 (both family med MDs; together 23 years)
OW: who cares (PhD)
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Deeply Scared ( Administrator #2) posted at 5:43 PM on Wednesday, October 23rd, 2013
Dark...
MH and I love the holidays...it's our favorite time of year. Growing up, Christmas was always a joyful and loving time...I have excellent memories
MH and I shop throughout the year for gifts. If we see something at a festival or a good sale is happening, we'll think of a particular person and buy it then. I keep all the purchased items in our guestroom so I always know what we've already purchased.
Thanksgiving weekend is the weekend I do all the wrapping. By the end of the weekend its all done, including shipping boxes and labeling. At that point, that's when I know I can thoroughly enjoy the rest of the season without running around like a maniac...lol!!
I believe that being organized and doing shopping in advance, a little at a time not only cuts done on a huge bill but also removes the stress.
I hope you can enjoy the season...do what works best for you
"Don't give up, the beginning is always the hardest." My Mom:)
My tolerance for stupid shit is getting less and less.
jo2love ( member #31528) posted at 6:33 PM on Wednesday, October 23rd, 2013
I love the holidays, but it gets stressful. Between November & December there are 4 birthdays, 1 anniversary, Christmas, Thanksgiving, and the anniversary of a siblings death. I started a little bit of shopping last month. Hopefully, it makes it easier and less rushed. Chocolate helps.
Dark Inertia (original poster member #30727) posted at 1:38 AM on Thursday, October 24th, 2013
Well I think part of what is stressing me about this year is: it is the anniversary of Sister in law's baby's death (stillborn at 9 months). It will also be the first year without his grandmother, who died a month ago. I also miss my own mother and brother terribly, but do not have the finances to visit for Xmas. Top that with the normal holiday stress, just not something I am excited about. So depression all around :(
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Bobbi_sue ( member #10347) posted at 2:27 PM on Thursday, October 24th, 2013
No.
The holidays are the only thing I look forward to in winter. I hate the cold weather and snow. And oh it is snowing outside my window right now.
Clarrissa ( member #21886) posted at 2:32 AM on Friday, October 25th, 2013
I don't really dread the holidays, I'm more indifferent to them than anything. I learned a *long* time ago that if I wanted something for Christmas, I'd better buy it for myself. I absolutely *hate* the question "What do you want for Christmas?" because it's been my experience that the asker has either already gotten me something or will ignore my suggestion and get me what they want to.
Also both my parents died around the holidays - my dad a couple weeks after Christmas and my mother just days before Thanksgiving. I do look forward to this time of year however since three of my grandkids have birthdays in the next few weeks.
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jo2love ( member #31528) posted at 2:41 AM on Friday, October 25th, 2013
risingfromashes ( member #3903) posted at 5:04 AM on Friday, October 25th, 2013
I have always loved the holidays. It is a magical time of year. Would not mind if on January 3rd the temp suddenly rose by 30 degrees!
My birthday is 12/24 so I have an attachment to Christmas. This will be my dd's first Christmas in the downsized new house. I am going to find a way to kick the decorations up a notch and make this special!
risingfromashes ( member #3903) posted at 5:04 AM on Friday, October 25th, 2013
I have always loved the holidays. It is a magical time of year. Would not mind if on January 3rd the temp suddenly rose by 30 degrees!
My birthday is 12/24 so I have an attachment to Christmas. This will be my dd's first Christmas in the downsized new house. I am going to find a way to kick the decorations up a notch and make this special!
Bikingguy ( member #38103) posted at 1:51 PM on Friday, October 25th, 2013
We say "Holidays" but as far as the merchants go there is only one - Christmas. We were in Kohl's last weekend and they already had the store decked out with xmas decorations. It was 85F outside! Kinda hard to get into the xmas season, especially since it is only October!
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Her: WW, 43
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FaithFool ( member #20150) posted at 2:28 PM on Friday, October 25th, 2013
I opted out of gifting years ago, after too many times of hearing "did you keep the receipt?".
I tell folks I have everything I could ever need, and if I can't eat it, drink it or smoke it, I don't want it.
If I'm going to a party or dinner or something I'll bring wine or candles.
So no malls, gift wrap, cards or stressing over deadlines.
I just treat myself to dinners out or really nice meals at home, have candles and classical music, snuggle up with a nice glass of wine and enjoy quality time with my handful of amazing friends.
Call me a curmudgeon but it does make things pretty stress free in FFs world.
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Mistakenly married Mr. Superfreak
20 years of OWs, WTF?
Divorced Dec 26, 2011
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to sing in the lifeboats". -- Voltaire
sadtoo ( member #2027) posted at 8:36 PM on Sunday, October 27th, 2013
I love the holidays. They are what you make them. Or what you allow others to make them into.
*Back to decorating!*
(58 days til Christmas!!!)
Mrs. Griswald
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BrokenRoad ( member #15334) posted at 2:52 AM on Monday, October 28th, 2013
I get a mixture of both excitement and mild dread - excitement about all the fun baking, looking forward to the kids opening gifts, etc.
But too, I get tired thinking of hauling stuff and ourselves to relatives houses, holiday packaging, new toys to fit in the house,etc.
{Him}FBH - 51 (WifeHad5){Me} FWW - 52 2 kids: 16 & 21 Reconciled :)*Learning is a gift. Even when pain is your teacher.*
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