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The anniversary of my childhood best friend and 1st yr anniversary of my adult best friend's deaths, what would have been our 5th wedding anniversary, and I have a huge presentation at work to over 60 people on one of those anniversary days. I am feeling such anxiety.
I'm sitting here crying just posting this. WH just texted that he wanted me to know he's sorry and he'll be thinking of me this week. I didn't respond but really, I don't understand him at all.
Tonight is one of those times that I don't see any light in my life, regardless of what I'm trying to do to create it for myself.

I get this. There are times when it's fucking near impossible to see the light in your life.

I'm trying not to say things like "It will get better", but it will. (Shit, I said it!)

This sucks, and I'd think you were a little crazy if you weren't felling shitty. I'm sorry you are going through this.

((((Iamacrab)))) Sending you strength, honey.