H and I are separated and I'm trying to take the time and space for my own healing and recovery.
Most of the time I'm amazing.
Tonight was hard. Took the kids to a friend's house for a Halloween party. The same one we went to together last year with our brand new baby.
This time, it was just me. And that little baby is now a crazy one year old who is in to everything. And I have no husband to help me. I just felt so sad.
I know this too shall pass and I'm sure I won't be alone forever. But sometimes I just can't believe I'm here and alone and my family isn't together.
I wish I just knew how it will all work out.