So much has happened the past year that it still makes my head spin. From him walking out to find his own happiness (which he found between the legs of his 22year old coworker), to the lies he told and finally, the baby they had 9.5 months after I asked him to move out.
Sometimes I feel like I never knew this man at all. I'm glad that I was privy to read all of their texts for an entire month, because I finally found out who he really is. A sad excuse of a man who uses the same game to lure his next victim. From the stupid love notes, the poems I'm sure he copied from the net. This man really believes that changing the player will change the game.
I still kick myself for ignoring the big red warning sign 3 years ago when he was caught kissing a coworkers wife at my Christmas. Shame on me for not kicking his ass out then. I was stupid and felt sorry for him when he cried and said he was broken. I now understand the true meaning of that comment and I feel sorry for him. And for her.
Our official separation date is Nov 9. He hasn't made any attempt at filling divorce papers so I guess I'll be the one to handle that, just like I've done with everything else over the past 8 years. Then again, I guess I should expect this from a guy who I had to tell that he had the wedding date wrong on the separation agreement
I wish them all the happiness they deserve.