We have just "celebrated" our first DDay anniversary and I am not going to lie, the lead up, the actual day and the days that have followed have been just horrible. It has stirred up so much emotion and although I feel I have coped well with things, this emotion has shocked me by how raw it still all feels.
I tend to agree with Blackbird that if your gut is telling you there is more to learn then there may well be. 2 weeks after DDay my gut told me that I finally had the complete picture.
Sending you strength to get through these coming weeks.