So the last few days have been a combination of two steps forward. My wife was told that she is receiving the divorce summons. This has led to various reactions, one of which is her emailing my parents and sister accusing them of hurting the children by alienating her parents and not see them as part of the family after she dies. Strange that she took this on with my family instead of me.
Step two was two different dates I had on Sunday. I really had fun on the first one. Being able to enjoy myself and be myself with someone else was very nice.
Two steps forward....waiting for the one step back.