I am really down. I triggered hard over the weekend. My WH and I attended a Halloween party and we ran into his best friend and his new girlfriend. Well apparently this new girlfriend is someone my WH slept with before he met me. I give WH credit for telling me.
What is bothering me now is that I put 2 and 2 together of his past relationship. This girl he had sex with was during his relationship with his ex gf of 5 years
I am sick I had no idea. I do not know who he is. The man I thought he was never existed and it just keeps getting worse and worse
I know it's the past, but it proves to me that he has always been a cheater and here I thought he was the most kind and gentle man, my best friend who protected me. I was his princess and it turns out I ended up being with just another typical asshole. Just took 17 years to fucking see it
Am having a really bad time and my depression is taking a nosedive and I'm on meds. I don't want to get stuck in my depression again or anger.