What a difference NC makes. I feel lighter, less anxious, and instead of being reactionary to my soon to ex husband I've been reclaiming myself.
I was so scared to let go and I did it with my eyes closed and holding my breath. Kind of like bungee jumping with a safety line and all you have is faith you'll land safely.
Letting go it scary but it's wonderful on the other side when you do.
Life too short to be married to a vampire cheater who sucks away at your soul.
I'm free and I love me.