BS (Me) - 47
Is there someone else that you can talk to?
You are right 5 months in is not a long time when trying to recover from a trauma like this.
Are you in MC? A place where you can safely discuss what has happened?
I am just over one year into R and I don't think that I have fully accepted fWH"s A. I too am at the end of A season and it's true, this time of year can bring increased triggers and thoughts.
Can you share what you are feeling with him?
Sorry I can't give you anything more helpful.
[This message edited by toughernow at 4:15 PM, November 3rd (Sunday)]
Married 23 years - together for 29 years
DDay - June 10th 2012 then TT'd-June 2012 - July 2012 (and beyond????)
2 amazing children
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