Thanks for the thoughts. Really appreciated.
I think that is one thing I am not allowing myself to do, is for it to sink in. I am uncomfortable with these thoughts and feelings. And with those kinds of feelings, it makes me want to change and be better. I NEED to be better for not only my husband and children but myself.
it is scary
And that is something I am not completely sure on how to handle. I am working on it though.
When I was in IC she would often tell me the same thing. That is deserve to be happy. But honestly, I still don't feel like I deserve it myself. I am slowly getting to the point that I think I deserve it.
you made a mistake
In the beginning, I used to think of this as a mistake too. But when you actually think about it, it was a choice. Every WS here made a choice, not a mistake.
Try to enjoy the little moments.
I am trying. Thank you for the kind workds. They mean a lot.
I will look into this book. Thank you very much.
I am going to look into IC again. I am going to call tomorrow.
Thank you so much for your kind words. They are encouraging.
[This message edited by FR2012 at 7:51 PM, November 13th (Wednesday)]