One year ago today my world came crashing down on me....DDay! where am I a year later? Well I've been through such a rollercoaster. I decided to divorce and that was tough, I've been up and down, it still pains me if I allow myself to think about my past too much. I still cry... I still mourn what was once my 20 year marriage... one baby step at a time. I became best friends with the OW boyfriend... and actually I would consider him more than just a friend
he's so understanding. But I'm guarded... and still healing... for those who want to know where youll be at in a year... it's still painful, just not as bad, youre still in mourning but I've accepted this is my new reality and need to make the best of a horrible situation. This week leading up to the one year mark has been super hard, emotional and overall heavy on my heart. But it's here now... TaDaaaa... I survived a year!!!! and that alone I am thankful for...
me-BS-39
WH-39
M-20 year
2 kids 20&17, my 20yo is expecting her 1st baby
Dday 11/12/2012-the day the veil was lifted
Divorce final 3/10/2013
