It doesn't hurt quite as much this year....as in the past few... but I still remember it was on a Sunday night.....and that I cried all night before I had to go to work the next day. I broke down crying in my bosses office and confided in her and she let me go home (luckily we were pretty close friends even though I had just started my job not a month earlier!)
I had just graduated from my masters degree the end of July... started my new career on October 13th and then I found his emails to MOW on November 15, 2009. Ones he had written to her in September when I was struggling working full-time through a temp agency to help with the bills.
I never knew my whole life would change from one click of a mouse button to snoop in his email account. My marriage died that night.....and I didn't actually realize it truly until he left me 10 days before our 5 year wedding anniversary on April 30th, 2010. Our divorce was final on December 13th, 2010.
I hope that one day....maybe...I will forget all of these details that seem so vivid to me now.... and maybe these dates will pass me by without a thought. That would be nice.
But, if you told me 4 years and 1 day ago that today I would be a single mom and my child would not be my XWH's baby....I would have called you bat-shit crazy! Life has a funny way of doing a 180 on ya.... "Sometimes your knight in shining armor ...is just a douchebag in tin foil!!"
ME - BW - 35
HIM - XWH - 39
D day: November 15th, 2009
Married: 5 Years, together 8
Divorced: December 13th, 2010
New Beginning: Piper/8-3-12