BS(me) 46, Two wonderful teens.
You are ok hangingonin. Unfortunately the ups and downs are normal, and so early on being down more than up is really the way it's going to be.
Just do what you need to do. No more, no less. Look after you. At least drink some water. Make a tea. Eat something you enjoy. Take a walk. Do something that brings you joy. Drink more water.
Has the anger hit yet? When it does, exercise. Clean out that closet. Do SOMETHING productive.
It all sucks. There is nothing good I can tell you about those early days, but just get through it how you need to. Hour by hour if needed. It does get easier, and it will get better. One day you will realize you didn't think about it much, you will realize your crying bouts are shorter, less often.
You will make it through. Keep care of you.
He is no longer my best friend. Repeat until it sticks.
WH says marriage is over: May 15, 2009.
EA#2 July 20, 2009. Legally sep: Aug 16, 2009. DIVORCED!!!! Signed Nov 23, final Dec 24, 2010, adultery listed.