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User Topic: Social Anxiety
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Default  Posted: 12:55 PM, November 17th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I've always been shy but it wasn't debilitating. It's much worse now, social settings make me downright anxious. I think this is due to a few reasons:
1. I don't trust myself to be a good judge of character so I have a fear of getting hurt again.
2. Very low self-esteem. I feel I have nothing to add to conversations. I'm pretty much completely out of the loop of current events. I've been too caught up surviving the past 2 years. So I can either talk about cheaters or my adorable and wonderful son. I don't want to talk about cheating or what I've gone through and although I'll never shut up about my son (he's awesome). I doubt everyone else wants to hear every little detail about him.
3. I dont trust people or their reactions and actions at all. (I lost most my "friends" with all that happened and have seen too much how awful people can be)

Even on here I've typed out responses or new topics and just never clicked send. I feel stupid or like I am not adding anything of value. However I'm craving some companionship so I keep forcing myself to be in social settings but I never know what to say and feel very awkward and uncomfortable.

Anyone else went through this? How did you overcome it? Is it a normal stage to go through?

Me xBW, him SA NPD WxH
1 son: sole legal custody to me and supervised visitation to xwh.
No longer broken
DDay 01/2012
10/2013 Finally Divorced!!

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Default  Posted: 2:30 PM, November 17th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Daisy, welcome to my world. I am now the president of BS.

It takes time to build confidence. It's hard to be aggressive.

How did I overcome it? Held my head high and hit my fears head on. Went to church by myself, heard the whispers and lived. Went to social gatherings myself, lived. Found my "true" friends, I'll never leave them behind and will do anything for them. Stood up to people that were aggressive, put me down, made fun of me.

People don't know as much as they think they do. People aren't as good as they say they are. People are human and want to be accepted...hardest thing to learn is the difference between BS and true, good to the core, people.

Keep your head up. BTW, I like to hear about other people's kids and if they don't want to hear about mine.....tough shit.

When your afraid to do something, do it! You'll surprise yourself.

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Default  Posted: 2:43 PM, November 17th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Sometimes practicing relaxation techniques works--some as simple as deep breathing--when you are in uncomfortable situations. The idea is that you can't feel relaxed and anxious at the same time. Another thing is to take small steps toward your goal of being more social. Another technique therapists use is to tell clients to "act as if"--or fake it 'til you make it. Even though you feel stupid or awkward and weird, act as if you are smart, poised, confident and interesting. Which, by the way, you probably were (and still are) in your past life--the one, you know, before lying and cheating poisoned it.

I think nearly everyone who has been in our situation, no matter, how accomplished, beautiful, socially skilled or successful they are, are knocked completely off-kilter by experiencing a betrayal like this. You just have to eliminate or reduce the negative self-talk (I'm worthless, I don't have anything to say, I'm out of the loop of current events, I can't trust anyone) and replace it with--"I have experienced an awful thing and I've survived, I have an awesome son who is going to grow up to be a wonderful young man, I'm beautiful, inside and out and people are lucky to know me."

Being shy isn't a bad thing, sometimes I get so tired of those people who are all up in everyone's face, sucking all the air out of the room, that a more thoughtful, quiet person is refreshing. Just put yourself in as many social situations as you can and ask LOTS of questions. Most people are so willing to talk about themselves and their opinions and activities you might not have to say much of anything but, "really?" or "wow, that's so cool!"

As far as current events--read a People Magazine and Time or just take a swing through Yahoo or MSNBC and you'll have everything you need to know for a conversation.

The best thing you can do is just smile and be approachable. See every person you meet as an opportunity to make a new friend. You don't need to trust people with your deepest secrets or personal information to be friends. When they earn your trust, and they will, if you let them, you'll know. Trust your gut and tell yourself everyday that you are AWESOME. You are and eventually you will believe it.

Oh--and go easy on yourself. Be your own best friend. One day at a time--it WILL get better.

[This message edited by meaniemouse at 2:44 PM, November 17th (Sunday)]

Act as if what you do matters. It does. William James

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