is when I innocently opened Pandora's box (my fwh's email) and my world came crashing down. Four years ago today is when I sat at the computer dumbfounded and unable to breathe and blinking my eyes thinking I must have read this wrong. Four years ago today when the pain began and hasn't ended. Four years ago today where
I found out my wh wasn't who I thought he was after all these years!
Four years ago today my life changed in a flash. Trying to go through the holidays without screaming was a real challenge.
It's a difficult trigger day. Even though things are better, we are in MC and wh is in counseling and(SA program) he is trying very hard, but it took almost 2 years to get the whole truth.
So, anyway, just feeling down and a little sorry for myself.