Me - 45
I can completely relate to this.
XWH and I married young, but he had already been exposed to a lot of things as a child/teen (inappropriate uncle who liked to show him porn and talk about the women he was cheating with, etc). XWH was watching porn regularly before he was in high school. Unforunately, though I knew SOME of this, at 18yrs of age, I had no clue what the ramifications could be.
Fast forward a few years when watching porn no longer did it for XWH and you have the makings of my personal hell and loss of innocence.
I learned about so many disgusting things that I can never un-see.
Craigslist, Adult Friend Finder, MySpace crap, even relationships with coworkers that fall far outside the boundaries of professional. XWH used to get a kick out of calling me over to the computer to show me some disgusting piece of porn, then laugh at my reaction.
DD(24), DS(21, PDD-NOS)
WH#2 (SorryinSac)- Killed himself (May 2015) in our home 6 days after being served divorce docs.
XWH #1 - legally married 18yrs. 12+ OW (that I know of).
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