I felt that a lot of times.
What's he doing now? What does that mean? Why isn't he back yet? What did that beep mean?
Endless. Almost like radar.
One IC I had commented that it was akin to OCD or some types of anxiety that some new and terrible discovery was still to come. That I was trying to condition my mind to be ready for the inevitble next discovery.
Finally I just had to say, "no more". It doesn't matter any more anyway. That really helped.
Maybe he wants to know where you are because he's up to something and wants to gauge when you'll be back.Ashland 13
You gave me nothing and now it's all I've got - Bono
A person is a person, no matter how small. -Dr. Suess
Perserverance and spirit have done wonders in all ages.