I am rushing around with little sleep and just feeling bummed I have to start my life over.
Things are looking hopeful but I am just tired with no end in sight. As I am stopped at a light with sleet coming down I look at the many people waiting in the cold for the bus - some with very small kids- most likely to get a gallon of milk or something necessary to go out in this weather with no option.
Now THAT is a hard life!
I was devastated and upset at the ending of my marriage but I am grateful I was granted a best friend for the time he was with me. There was never a promise that my marriage would work out or even that it SHOULD.
The light turned green and to be honest I felt lighter knowing that everything exists in the light you choose to see it in and I am truly fortunate.
[This message edited by fireproof at 11:15 PM, November 26th (Tuesday)]