It's been so long since I've posted here. I never thought I'd get to this place!
I was asked to move out last September. We officially divorced in January this year. I never thought I'd be happy again or survive on my own, yet here I am...
It's the holiday season, so I get a little sentimental this time of year. I've been able to reflect upon what's happened, what I have done and I've continued to heal. I know that I've made my poor choices but I have stopped letting those choices be who I am, and have instead, learned from them so that I can be the better person I know I am.
And dare I say it? I'm happy! and I don't feel guilty about it. My days of guilt and self hate are over. I feel more like my old self everyday. I don't feel as though I need someone to make me happy. I can make myself happy, whether it's with or without someone. While the D wasn't easy, I got through it and I look forward to every day and look at it as an opportunity to do something better.
I'm glad I can post here, because a new beginning is exactly what I needed and I'm taking advantage of it every day.
With that being said, I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday that's filled with lots of love and laughter!
