"You give me that bottom of the 9th, last at bat, tied game, grand slam, full of butterflies kind of feeling." - My Husband
Am I really angry at myself for being such an immature, selfish twit in the past? Or am I just a judgmental hypocrite hater?
Only you know the answer to that question LLL. Have you dealt with your past? Have you been digging into yourself?
I remember having a vehement anger and even hatred for cheaters. Oh lookie. Pot, meet kettle.
When my world blew up, the focus shifted from everyone else's crap, to my own. Why did I do it, how did I get here, how do I fix it. Once I started digging in, I realized more and more how terribly broken and lost I was.
When I see active cheaters now? I feel pity. They're a walking/talking Black Hole. They're lost and don't even know it. They're running from themselves and using anyone or anything to fill that Black Hole within them. It's sad.
"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne