Every year since my DD has been born I have given my parents and my inlaws a calendar for Christmas....each month has one or many pics of our DD through out the year...her bday, holidays, vacations, etc. Both sets of parents enjoy recieving them and I enjoy making them.
I have just started to collect and organize all the photos from this past year, and am now triggering....since my bh and I were seperated for the majority of the year we each have our own pics but very few together....all of them are a reminder of what I did to my poor husband and my family....I tore us apart for my own selfish reasons.
Even the few pics we have of the three of us are a lie....although we all have smiles on our faces, none of us were happy and I was still mid A.
So now I am left wondering if I even want to do the calendars this year.....
