i just feel like wh an I are not on the same page
I have grown and changed, he has not
I dont think that I can be the person I really want to be married to him
We separated for 3 years after the A (he lived with ow for 1 yr and left her and tried to R with me the other 2 years) and just this past year moved back in together. I feel like I made a good effort, but really, he doesn't support me. he belittles me, puts me down,
I remember several years ago I was at a wedding. I bumped into a friend who said, "oohhh... orange and brown..." and I sorta sucked in my breath and waited for a insult. Friend went on to say, "I like it! You have a very fall feel to you! And those shoes are great!"
Looking back, I feel really sad. My husband puts me down so much, I just feel like everyone will.
It shouldn't be this way
Also, I don't trust him. My friend just told me she's going to do IVF. When I go off the phone, WH said, Oh, what is going on with Suzi? I though, "Ummm... no. I don't trust you not to use this to be mean to my friend if we divorce" I said, "Nothing!"
I just don't care anymore. Im tired and want to move on. Do you have any fight after that feeling?