Me BS, 41
Here I am in the effing plain of lethal flatness
Brought on by work Xmas do. No choice about attending as I'm one of the bosses. Always hateful. Last year he was right in the middle of his A and texting OW full of resentment of being at home with the kids while I was out "having fun"
Left yesterday as early as I could. Felt rubbish ever since. We are getting our tree today. The kids need a good Xmas. I've been trying so hard to get going re Xmas. Will do some online shopping later. Together for the first ever time.
But I just don't want to do anything.
Please someone reassure me that I can do this R thing
Him WS, 45
EA and PA (PA for 11 months)
3 children - 15,12,3
WS has bipolar, no excuse...
"We're not broken, just bent. We can learn to love again."