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Topic: I am raging angry right now

KJac
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Member # 21332

Posted: 10:37 AM, December 9th (Monday), 2013

I am having a hard time functioning today. I did not sleep well last night. Lots of stress w/my kids. I am finally starting to see some of the effects of all of this coming out in their behavior and poor choices they are making. And now I AM ANGRY. FUCKING RAGING MAD.

I guess if I can't tap into my anger for myself I apparently can do so for my kids.

Vent: You fucking piece of shit as a person who could not only shit all over your wife but also your children. How dare you ????!!!!! How dare you treat them like crap for nearly their whole lives abandon them repeatedly over the years treat their mother like shit and then LEAVE and act like you are RELIEVED and happy????

How does he look in the mirror???

Fuck him for doing this to me. May he rot in hell for eternity for what he has done to his own children.

*Sorry for all the swearing, just needed to get that out today

Me-BS39
Him-WS/STBX41 Last OW/Current GF22
M 17yrs Together 20
Cheated our whole relationship Multiple Ddays, Multiple OW, Multiple EAs and PAs
DS19, TwinDSs18, DD13
DIVORCED 11/14

Posts: 324 | Registered: Oct 2008

sparkysable
♀ 3703
Member # 3703

Posted: 10:49 AM, December 9th (Monday), 2013

May he rot in hell for eternity for what he has done to his own children.

I hope he does. He has no soul.

BW - 40
DD - 6 years old
D-day OW#1 2/2004;D-day OW#2 5/2010
Marriages that start this way, stepping over the bodies of loved ones as the giddy couple walks down the aisle, are not likely to last.

Posts: 5141 | Registered: Mar 2004 | From: NY

dmari
♀ 37215
Member # 37215

Posted: 12:45 PM, December 9th (Monday), 2013

I hear you. Let out that rage momma! It fucking sucks when the consequences of WS's choices trickle down (or flood down) and do further damage to the kids. They are spineless empty souls.

I SURVIVED infidelity. Me 45, DD 21, DS 17
Divorced September 30, 2014
"It's always darkest before the dawn ..."

Posts: 2842 | Registered: Oct 2012

wildbananas
♀ 10552
Member # 10552

Posted: 12:52 PM, December 9th (Monday), 2013

BTDT. I know how much it sucks and hurts.

(((((KJac)))))

Travel light, live light, spread the light, be the light. ~ Yogi Bhajan

Posts: 15745 | Registered: Apr 2006 | From: Now an AZ girl

Gemini71
♀ 40115
Member # 40115

Posted: 10:42 PM, December 9th (Monday), 2013

Because of STBXH's behavior, I had to have the "has dad ever touched you inappropriately" discussion with my DD. No one should EVER have to ask their children that.

Even though it turned out okay (he's never touched them), I will NEVER put them back into that situation where it could even be a remote possibility.

Damned straight we will get pissed off on behalf of our kids, even if we can't on behalf of ourselves.

"Better not give in to it. It takes ten times as long to put yourself back together as it does to fall apart.”
― Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay

Double Betrayal D-Day 7/26/2013
Divorced 11/18/2014

Posts: 3242 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: Illinois, USA

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