I can't do this anymore. I just want it to all go away. I don't want to wake up anymore. I'm so tired of feeling empty one moment and then an overwhelming sense of despair, guilt, and regret the next. Then anger hits, then emptiness...I was hpoing writing it down would help. Its A season guys. I just got past antiversary of my confession and now we're coming up on the start of all his A's and my subsequent discoveries. Life is shit.Madhatter. Separated.
"You must try to generate happiness within yourself. If you aren't happy in one place, chances are you won't be happy anyplace." Ernie Banks