So, WW has been getting better and better at expressing her feelings, better apologies all the time, and yet I was noticing I was really pulling away from her for a couple weeks.
Fear? Anger? Emotional exhaustion? All of the above.
So to force myself back, I pulled out the emotional heavy artillery and played one of "our" songs as we lay in bed. I shook with emotion as I remembered the woman I had loved. Maybe still love. She cried too.
Then the most emotional sex since the HB faded.
Of course, the next day my armour went up…
But I'm learning I have to take these leaps.D day- June 30, 2013
Me - BS
Married 15 years
5 year old child
Attempting R as of Oct. 1 2013
"Cry, and let your soul be cleansed of a love that turned to carnage." - Christy Brown