I finally feel comfortable making the commitment to work on our marriage and move forward from here. I still have bad days and am still riding the roller coaster, and I know that will continue for some time. But, I feel happy with this decision. Today at MC we talked about me being ready and about my requirements for R. All went well, so...onwards!
[This message edited by iwillNOT at 7:13 PM, December 11th (Wednesday)]
I thought I had stopped pretending. I was wrong. Me- BS 41 Him- WS 38 and STBX 17 years 2 DS- 15 and 16 DDay 1- 07-24-2013 DDay 2: EA w/CoW, 06-15-2017
D-Day, June 10, 2012
I choose to try. I hope he proves to me that it was the right decision.
It can be frightening, but any risk is.
Just go slow, continue to talk together and mend fences.
Listen to your gut, know when you need something it's ok to ask.
And always be true and good to you.
We are all here, there will be bumps, but it can lead to a wonderful new life.
(((hugs)))
