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KBeguile (original poster member #38348) posted at 1:00 AM on Thursday, December 12th, 2013
I haven't posted on here in a few weeks, and the last few days have been really rough. Heart got depressed, then angry, and now she's 'blah' ... meanwhile, I have had three panic attacks in two days, one of which was after getting off work and heading home. Not the best situation to be in, given that I'm trying to pilot a multi-ton vehicle while struggling not to shake nervously or cry.
I got home just fine, though, and Heart's touch has made it bearable. Her wonderful face, her melodious voice ... they soothe me in ways mere medications cannot.
I am so very thankful to have her as a part of my life, and I enjoy spending all the time we can together.
Me: WS 34
Her: BS 37 (HeartInADustpan)
DS: 7yo
M: 9 years
DDays: 2012/11/14-2013/02/05, 2013/03/09, 2016/02/19
Unagie ( member #37091) posted at 3:55 AM on Thursday, December 12th, 2013
KBeguile what are you doing to take care of you. Other then Heart what do you do to get past these moments? Nice to see you're still posting and working.
Jrazz ( member #31349) posted at 4:06 AM on Thursday, December 12th, 2013
Thanks for checking in. Been thinking about you both.
"Don't give up, the beginning is always the hardest." - Deeply Scared's mom
harrypotter ( member #39526) posted at 5:05 AM on Thursday, December 12th, 2013
KB,
I have had that exact same day myself more then once. I wasn't driving though!
WS-Me
BS-Her (Lostinthismess)
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