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User Topic: Just a Follow-Up
KBeguile
♂ 38348
Member # 38348
Default  Posted: 7:00 PM, December 11th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I haven't posted on here in a few weeks, and the last few days have been really rough. Heart got depressed, then angry, and now she's 'blah' ... meanwhile, I have had three panic attacks in two days, one of which was after getting off work and heading home. Not the best situation to be in, given that I'm trying to pilot a multi-ton vehicle while struggling not to shake nervously or cry.

I got home just fine, though, and Heart's touch has made it bearable. Her wonderful face, her melodious voice ... they soothe me in ways mere medications cannot.

I am so very thankful to have her as a part of my life, and I enjoy spending all the time we can together.


Me: fWS 32
Her: BS 35 (HeartInADustpan)
DS: 4yo
M: 7 years
DDays: 2012/11/14, 2013/02/05, 2013/03/09
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"Everything that happens now is happening 'now.'"
"What happened to 'then'?"
"We passed 'then.'"

Posts: 802 | Registered: Feb 2013 | From: St. Louis
Unagie
♀ 37091
Member # 37091
Default  Posted: 9:55 PM, December 11th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

KBeguile what are you doing to take care of you. Other then Heart what do you do to get past these moments? Nice to see you're still posting and working.


Heartbroken madhatter trying to rebuild

No longer together

"There are times when our reality is nothing but pain, and to escape that pain the mind must leave reality behind." Patrick Rothfuss


Posts: 2811 | Registered: Oct 2012
Jrazz
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Member # 31349
Default  Posted: 10:06 PM, December 11th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thanks for checking in. Been thinking about you both.


"Welcome the rawness of vulnerability as an opportunity to open." - Pema Chodron

Me: BW 35
Crazz: WH 33
Daughter: 4.5 Going on 16


Posts: 18682 | Registered: Feb 2011 | From: California
harrypotter
♂ 39526
Member # 39526
Default  Posted: 11:05 PM, December 11th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

KB,

I have had that exact same day myself more then once. I wasn't driving though!


WS-Me
BS-Her (Lostinthismess)


Posts: 72 | Registered: Jun 2013
Topic Posts: 4

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