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helplessme (original poster member #41598) posted at 3:55 AM on Tuesday, December 17th, 2013
It's so close to Christmas and everybody seems to be merrying but me 
It's our first Christmas after DDay and my bluest in life ever. I am not even sure if my BH will be spending the holidays with me. Sad sad sad 
Happy Holidays SI ... is anyone unmerrying with me? How do you plan to celebrate, if that's even an appropriate term to use
Deeply Scared ( Administrator #2) posted at 4:40 PM on Tuesday, December 17th, 2013
Helpless...
I'm sorry you're struggling right now, I know the first holiday season can be so emotional. I hope you can find some joy in doing something that makes you feel good.
"Don't give up, the beginning is always the hardest." My Mom:)
My tolerance for stupid shit is getting less and less.
helplessme (original poster member #41598) posted at 3:31 AM on Wednesday, December 18th, 2013
Thank you Deeply Scared
Hope you will have fun this holidays too ..
I will try
KBeguile ( member #38348) posted at 4:02 AM on Wednesday, December 18th, 2013
I'm right there with you, helplessme. Our first Christmas was kind of a blur, and I'm definitely feeling the blues now. Hold on. It does get better. I promise.
Me: WS 34
Her: BS 37 (HeartInADustpan)
DS: 7yo
M: 9 years
DDays: 2012/11/14-2013/02/05, 2013/03/09, 2016/02/19
helplessme (original poster member #41598) posted at 6:55 AM on Wednesday, December 18th, 2013
Kbeguile,
Promise?
Thank you for letting me know it's going to be better. I'm so devastated. I can not even plan for Christmas celebration. I pity my kids.
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