(((((WeepingBuddhist))))) I am sorry for your pain. Good news is the whore couldn't rescue him either!
Without trying to be banned here...you believe in Karma. (Assuming by your name) so walk into the New Year with confidence! You did good, he not so much. Let Karma take over, it's OK. All will be OK at the end.
Life is good, so are you.
hugs, peace and love,