But I sit and wonder if he'd rather be texting her. Rather be texting her. Sneaking around. And he's stuck w me bc of kids.
He is lucky to be with you.
Lucky you didn't toss him out on his ass.
Take the day moment by moment. Watch the kid's faces. Inhale their energy and excitement.
Do what you can. Leave the dishes, the mess can wait, better yet tell him he is in charge of cleaning up today. Sit and take in every minute of your kid's happiness, it will get you through.
Just one day, you can do it.