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User Topic: Christmas Vent
Must Survive
♀ 34533
Member # 34533
Default  Posted: 4:24 PM, December 25th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Sooo I am pissed, angry etc.

DS just came down to ask when dinner would be. I said around 6 why. STBXH wants to pick him up sometime around 6. I said 6 would not work. Dinner is between 6-6:30. (I have 8 people and a baby coming) Tough to time it exactly. I said it would be better if they did something before. He said STBXH said it would be better for him after 6. FTG. I told my son that he should plan on at least an 1.5 to 2 hours for dinner. He goes ok, I will tell dad after 8.

So I'm pissy. And I know I shouldn't be. But STBXH is having his Christmas with his new family and wants to dictate what time it works for him to see his son. I hate him. This is the third Christmas since D-day. First Christmas did not see DS or call him. Second Christmas he did not see him or call him. So now the third Christmas he wants to see him.

I want not to care. I want to not have a broken heart. I want someone in my life. Its days like these I feel so alone.

I should be thankful. My dinner consists of my daughters from previous marriage, their dad, his girlfriend, and his girlfriend's daughter. And of course my son and my self and 1 daughter's husband and my new granddaughter. Yep, this is the 2nd year in a row I have spent Christmas with my first X. I know how to do blended families. BUT FTG it will never happen with STBXH because I don't think I will ever get the hate out of my heart.

As a side note I am trying not to upset my DS for wanting to see his father. But my formal dining room looks out to the front of the street. I can just see STBXH drive up and pick up DS and there we are all around the dinner table.

I think I need a drink. I feel so selfish. I hate how I feel, but I can't change it.

Merry Christmas


Me BS
WS: Just a squished bug on the window of my life!
Divorcing, STBXH is engaged/living with OW#3

They have a choice: they can live in my new world, or they can die in their old one." Daenerys Targaryen


Posts: 816 | Registered: Jan 2012 | From: Must Survive
nowiknow23
♀ 33226
Member # 33226
Default  Posted: 4:29 PM, December 25th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((((Must Survive))))


You can call me NIK

"If you carry joy in your heart, you can heal any moment."
- Carlos Santana


Posts: 26145 | Registered: Aug 2011
pregnantandsad
♀ 40141
Member # 40141
Default  Posted: 4:34 PM, December 25th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((Mustsurvive))
Try to enjoy your dinner tonight and your new grand baby!

As soon as DD finished opening her presents this morning she asked when she got to go to her dads :( I tried no to take it personal, she is 4 and was excited for more presents.


M 7 years, together for 12
2 kids- DD4 and a newborn
D-Day 7/2013 he didn't want R and moved in with OW
Filed for D, almost done!

Posts: 155 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: California
Nature_Girl
♀ 32554
Member # 32554
Default  Posted: 4:57 PM, December 25th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((((HUGS))))

I understand being upset on this day. I hope you're better able to maintain your emotions than I have been.


Me = BS (Stay-at-home-mom)
Him = EX-d out (abusive troglodyte NPD SA)
3 tween-aged kids
Together 20 years
D-Day: Memorial Weekend 2011
2013 - DIVORCED!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJgjyDFfJuU

Posts: 10009 | Registered: Jun 2011 | From: USA
Gemini71
♀ 40115
Member # 40115
Default  Posted: 5:05 PM, December 25th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

New rule. Don't answer the door during dinner. Let STBXH wait while you enjoy a leisurely dinner. FTG!


Edited to correct stupid typos.

Double Betrayal D-Day 7/26/2013
Divorced 11/18/2014

Two steps forward and one step backwards, is still progress.


Posts: 1950 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: Illinois, USA
ruby44
♀ 41135
Member # 41135
Default  Posted: 6:21 PM, December 25th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

yay, Gemini,
Love that idea. I remember when I was a child and we never answered the door or the phone during dinner. People understood that concept but we live in a world of instant contact.
Enjoy your dinner MustSurvive! FTG.


Me BW 52, Him WH 48
Married 13 years,
2 DDs (12 and 10)
D-Day Confirmed 10/24/13 suspected before that but did not want to believe it.
WH filed for D 11/12/13
2/8/14 WH asked if he could come home.
Lies!

Posts: 277 | Registered: Oct 2013 | From: Midwest
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